I’ve seen a lot of comments on my blog about how I’m always down, or always thinking about CC. And Bridget has received a lot of comments on her blog about how much I don’t appreciate her, or am taking advantage of her, based in part on some of the complaints that she has posted [...]
Archive for February, 2009
Windows and Blogs
Posted in Uncategorized on February 19, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Lonely
Posted in Uncategorized on February 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve realized lately that I’m feeling pretty lonely. At first, I couldn’t figure out why, I have Bridget and I definitely enjoy my time with her and how our relationship is developing. But then I realized there are a lot of things I got from CC and shared with CC that I don’t have any [...]
Video
Posted in Uncategorized on February 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
CC had a bunch of family pictures on her laptop that I wanted to keep, so (with her knowledge) I pulled them all over to my computer. A couple days ago I was going through them, and lo and behold, I found a video of CC having sex with another guy. I mistakenly thought this [...]
Walmart
Posted in Uncategorized on February 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I was paying bills the other day and I noticed that CC’s credit card bill said WM supercenter. She is shopping at Walmart now? After everything I’ve done fighting that company, and thinking that she believed in it like I did, and then seeing that charge. Yeah, it’s a small thing, but more and more [...]
More Irony
Posted in Uncategorized on February 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s funny, had she come to me and said, “I understand that it’s not where we are now, but when we were in a relationship, I agreed to be your slave, so I will accept what you decide is fair for me to take from the relationship.” I Would have done everything I could have [...]
Accounting
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged divorce, kids, money on February 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Where the fuck do you get off acting like your getting screwed out of this? You want to start accounting for everything? Then lets account for the fact that I took in you and your two kids when you couldn’t have made enough to cover daycare, let alone living expenses. Let’s account [...]
failure
Posted in Uncategorized on February 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So I’m 34 and pretty much a failure at this point. I can’t maintain a relationship to someone that swore to be devoted to me, and whom I took in when she was young with two kids and couldn’t support herself. I must have been pretty lame to fuck that up, huh? Financially, I have [...]
breakup dynamics
Posted in Uncategorized on February 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
she leaves me
I feel betrayed, she feels guilty
I’m angry, she’s guilty
I end up looking like an ass, she looks like the responsible one
how ironic is that?
Crises of Confidence
Posted in Uncategorized on February 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
In recent history, I think I have been an exceptionally confident person, there are certain areas that I have lacked confidence, but relationships was not one of them. I don’t think that is the case anymore.
I’ve noticed over the last couple of weeks that I have not had the desire to have sex with anyone [...]
It’s been a while
Posted in Uncategorized on February 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a while since I’ve written. I would like to say that’s because I’m doing better, but the truth is that it’s just because I’m busy, and I haven’t had much time to think about things. I think outwardly I’m doing better, I haven’t had any major blowups in a while, but maybe that’s [...]
