Here I sit at 2 am in a quite house, while the woman I thought would be with me forever lies in someone elses bed, never to return. Is this what is left for me now? I was at a party tonight and I didn’t want to come home, because I knew the only thing [...]
Archive for July, 2009
2 am
Posted in Uncategorized on July 12, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Civil
Posted in Uncategorized on July 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
How the hell can she expect me to be civil?
She took away everything I had. I thought I could depend on her. I couldn’t. I put 10 years of my life in to this family, she threw it away.
“these kind of things make it difficult to have conversations with you, or even want to”
Good. I [...]
amazing
Posted in Uncategorized on July 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s amazing how fragile my psyche is right now. I already wrote about how I feel seeing her, well, tonight she messaged me saying “don’t have time right now, but…” and it just crushed me, I mean, I know that means she is going out. Could be dinner, could be more, but of course my [...]
