4 days and still no sleep. I dose on occasion, but true, restful sleep just isn’t coming. Last night CC chose to go out with Jessie, which meant the little one slept with me. I love the little guy, but he is all over me when he sleeps. CC came home at 12:30 and didn’t [...]
Posts Tagged ‘CC’
Sleep and choices
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged CC on September 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
How do you say I love you?
Posted in D/s, Poly, ramblings, tagged CC on September 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Fuck, right in the middle of a nice bath, and something occurs to me, so here I sit, soaking wet, with more to write.
For the past 10 years submission has been how CC shows that she loves me, and how I have known that. I don’t think it’s just a matter of “doing things for [...]
RIP
Posted in D/s, Poly, tagged CC on September 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I hate funerals. I prefer to celebrate life rather than mourn death. I think they are good for closure though. I suppose mourning is a natural process, that we need to go through so that we can move on. I think my old relationship with CC is dead. What comes next I don’t know. It [...]
blow up
Posted in D/s, tagged CC on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Right as I’m getting ready to go on a camping trip, CC hits me with another revelation that is shaking the foundation of our relationship. She decided to take her relationship with Jessie to an entirely new level. One that for the past 10 years she has only shared with me. She made this decision, [...]
Transparency and random thoughts
Posted in D/s, Poly, tagged CC on September 5, 2008 | 3 Comments »
One of the most difficult things to deal with so far in CC’s change is the loss of transparency. For 10 years, I’ve known everything she does, or thinks. When she has an orgasm, I know about it. When she masturbates I know about it. When she was upset about something, I knew about it, [...]
My Path so Far — Falling Down
Posted in D/s, tagged CC on September 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Several months ago, CC met Jessie. I want to make it clear I’m not blaming him for what happened, but that event was certainly a catalyst. After starting off with spankings, that relationship blossomed in to a full fledged D/s relationship, and was CC’s first opportunity to explore being dominant. I’ve always liked to the [...]
My path so far — CC
Posted in D/s, Poly, tagged CC on August 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I first met CC while I was still in a vanilla relationship. We had a brief fling, which is part of the reason that I realized that vanilla life was not for me. We lost contact for a while, but after I broke up we reconnected, she was now back living with her [...]
